Monday, January 11, 2010

Time of letting go......









" By the age of 23, I was living most of my girlhood dreams.I had a interesting job, and great friends. But there is one thing I'd dreamed of that that eluded me--finding someone to love and marry. Once i launched my career and began working side by side with a lot of fascinating males, I began to to really enjoy men as friends. But my love life still consisited mostly of longterm and short term, loose connections with lonely spells in between."
" hahahah funny but its true ive been through a lot of failed relationship...but this one is the most unforgettable part of my life....it happen last 2009"''
" its whirlwind romance...were started as good friends, were in the same band..he's playing drumms im the vocalist we have the sa me fashion ...Music!!!"
But its complicated we have the right love but at the wrong time...

" i have forgotten my self and that is my fault" i cannot discover new oceans unless i have the courage to loose sight of you..Just incase he's going to see this..I already forgive you i have always love you..i'll be watching you from a distance "Love is an endless act of forgiveness" and for something new to begin something must end.

" i guess the greatest lesson ive learn in life is to never invest deep feelings for someone; Never hope that they'll love you back the way you want them to; Never expext that those sweet words and sweet gestures are true..coz eventually everything becomes a past, sooner or later they'll drop you off and leave you nothing..so train your self to let go of the things you fear to loosse.. so that when theyre GOne you wont feel dumb and pathetic all along...''

"but when you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer never give up then for that is just the place and time thati wil be on your side but for now ill say goodbye for the two of us..."